Thursday
15th June
The performance
Tonight we were performing our show ‘Broken’ which we, as
a cast, have devised. The show was about 5 separate characters who all live
within an institute. We didn’t tell the audience what the institute was because
it left it for them to decide where the characters were. The characters meet on
a daily basis in the lift of the institute but there is no communication
between them. Each of the characters has a mental illness. As a cast, we wanted
to explore the topic of mental disorders and include these within the
performance. My character Estelle had a form of DID (dissociative identity
disorder), Callum’s character James had autism, Emily’s character Katy had kleptomania
Angel’s character Lily had anxiety and depression and Danielle’s character
Felicity had Munchausen. The reason why we thought that mental illnesses would
be a good thing to explore in this performance was because the brief for our
piece was ‘confinement’ and sometimes people with mental disorders can feel
confined. Our theatre company mission was also to educate an audience and
including mental illnesses would educate the audience.
My character, Estelle had Dissociate Identity Disorder
(DID) which is otherwise known as Split Personality Disorder. This idea for my
character to have this disorder arose during one of the sessions. I came away
from the session and did a lot of research on the condition. I created a mind
map of the characteristics symptoms and treatments for the disorder. I also
spoke to my psychology teacher and he gave me some information on the disorder.
The main thing that I picked up on was that for the person to change
personalities, they had to have a trigger. The trigger could be anything and
therefore I decided that my trigger was going to be getting told off. I built a
character profile and started to develop my character a lot more. After a few
sessions I talked to my lecturer Alys about my character. We came to the
conclusion that the character was becoming over complicated and that I probably
wouldn’t have enough time to develop my character due to spending a lot of time
studying for my upcoming exams. Therefore we decided that my character wasn’t
going to have DID completely, but elements of it. This gave me more time to
focus on learning the lines and at the same time working on characterisation.
The 2 personalities that my character had were a girlie/intelligent side which
then contrasted with the childish side. This is shown throughout the
performance.
We performed the show in our performance studio at
college. At the back of the stage there is a wall which we hung a clock on as
most of the show focuses and includes the passing of time. Underneath the clock
on the floor were 5 boxes – one for each character. Each box had coloured tape
on it which then coordinated to the tape which was also on the floor. There
were five different pathways marked out on the floor. Each pathway led from
each of the boxes to the entrance of the lift. The lift was marked out in the
middle of stage as a box. We did not make it obvious what the box was until
near the end of the show. Each character had a different coloured tape – Callum
had orange, Emily had green, I had pink, Angel had yellow and Danielle had
blue. Also, underneath Danielle’s tape was a piece of string. This is because
Danielle has very little sight and could therefore follow the tape with her
foot.
Here is a video of our performance which was
filmed by one of my performing arts lecturers Cara:
We started the show with the whole cast on stage. As the
audience were coming in, we were sat on our blocks. We picked 3 movements which
we thought represented our character. We thought that this would be a good way
to start the show because it gave the audience a small insight into the 5
characters and how they were all completely different from each other. We moved
throughout these 3 movements really slowly and almost in canon. The third
position that we finished in was the one where we would start the performance.
The show then started by going into the grid. We were
introduced to this idea when Dinos came into one of our sessions a few months
ago. As I took on the role of the choreographer for this performance, I helped
to choreograph this movement piece. We realised that we needed to choreograph
this as it had to fit with the piece of music that we were using. The piece of
music that we used for the grid was called ‘Intro’ by Alt-J. A link to this
song can be found here:
We used this piece of music because we used it in one of
our sessions when we were looking at stimuli. I choreographed the movement
piece when all of the characters were in the lift. Looking back, I think that
this looks really affective and it makes the audience wonder about what the
show is going to be about. The opening that we used didn’t give too many clues
away as to what the rest of the performance was going to be about but this was
our aim. We didn’t want to make anything obvious and wanted to leave the
audience questioning what they just watched. This movement piece then led into
‘Our day part 1’.
‘Our day part 1’ was a scene which involved all of the
characters telling the audience about their daily routines. At parts in the
daily routine, all of the characters say the same line which symbolises that
they carry out the same task at the same time. This also makes the audience
question why these characters are doing the same tasks if they don’t know each
other.
This then leads into the phone calls. Each character had an
individual phone call. After the ‘Our day part 1’, we had a ringtone which can
be found here:
Each character then walked back to their box. Each
character then delivered their phone call which revealed more about the
character to the audience.
We then moved onto the individual scenes. These scenes
focused on one character who was then joined by a secondary character. This
then meant that we included multi-rolling within the show. For each character
of which the scene was based around, they were not allowed to come out of the
lift. This is because it gives a sense of confinement which the whole performance
was based around. I was involved in the first individual scene as I played the
role of the doctor where the main character in the scene was Felicity who was
played by Danielle. To show that we were playing a different character, we put
on a different item of clothing over our original costume. The scene that was
focused on my character was the ‘Butterfly enclosure’. The audience had already
previously seen me talking about this date during my phone call and this has
now skipped time to the date. The other individual scenes included ‘Lily in the
library’, ‘Shoplifting’ and ‘At the pet shop’.
After these scenes, we then repeated the grid sequence
again. However this time it led into ‘Our day part 2’ where the characters talk
about their daily routines but this time talking about the afternoon.
From ‘Our day part 2’, we then went into the monologues.
We used the music ‘Clubbed to death’ during this scene as we walked around the
grid. Here is a link to this piece of music:
All of the characters walked around the grid to start
with and then when one character entered the lift to deliver their monologue,
all the other characters on the grid froze. The music then died down, the
lighting changed and the character delivered their monologue. When they were
finished, the music would start again and the rest of the characters would
carry on moving around the grid until the next character moved into the lift. When
the character had delivered their monologue, they headed back to their box. Within
each of our monologues we decided to use the word ‘broken’. This is because we
wanted to include the title of the performance in the monologues. Callum was
the only person who didn’t have a monologue. Instead, he solved a Rubiks cube
because this fitted his character more than delivering a monologue. This scene
carried on until I was the last person left on the grid. When I came out of the
lift from delivering my monologue, I was joined by the rest of the characters
and we headed into the lift.
The lift scenes were all performed in the dark however
this did mean that some members of the audience could still see us. After every
lift scene, we would have a clock sound effect which symbolised the time
passing and the lights would come up so the audience could get a glimpse of the
lift. As the lift scenes went on, they got more and more disturbing.
At the end of the lift scenes, all of the characters apart
from Danielle come out of the lift. Me, Emily and Angel all leave the stage
which leaves Danielle and Callum still on stage. At this point, Callum then
delivers the epilogue which is an overarching piece about the feeling of
confinement.
To draw the performance to a close, the whole cast came
front and centre stage and took 3 bows.
Evaluation
A strength of the performance is that we all worked
really well together as a team. Working as a team is very important when
devising and delivering a show otherwise the show may have not worked out as
well as it did. We met outside of lesson time to practice through the lines.
This meant that we could rehearse the lines with everyone there and made sure
that we knew the lines in time for the show. However, some people were not
committed to the show and did not come to the rehearsal. This meant that when
we went into the next rehearsal they didn’t know their lines as well as
everyone else. Also, it made it hard for the rest of the group because we
didn’t have the right cue lines to prompt us to say our line. Also during the
rehearsal process there were occasions where members of the cast were on their
phones. This shows that they weren’t committed to the performance and didn’t
follow the rules of only looking at phones during the designated breaks. It
meant that they weren’t focused which led to them missing their lines when
practicing through the script which then had a knock on effect to the rest of
the cast.
Another strength of the performance was that we all
managed to remember our lines. This was something that I was worried about
before the show because I was unsure if I was going to be able to remember all
of my lines. I had a lot to remember on the night because I had a duologue to
perform before the UCAN show downstairs in the foyer and then went on to
perform a show which had the duration of around an hour. We originally didn’t
plan for the performance to be that long but we came up with so much material
and didn’t want to discard anything because it had a lot of creative potential.
There were a lot of lines to learn and I had to learn everyone else’s lines
briefly so that if everyone else forgot their lines, I could prompt them. However,
I remembered all of my lines. During the performance, I helped other people to
remember their lines if they forget theirs. I did this by giving them a slight
nudge just to remind them that they had the next line.
Another strength of the performance was that we used
improvisation effectively within the performance when something went wrong.
During the scene where the monologues were being delivered, Danielle was the
first to deliver her monologue. Before delivering her monologue, she went
slightly off track. Although a small mistake was made, it was quickly fixed as
Callum got her back on track. The performance then carried on as normal and the
mistake was hardly noticeable.
A weakness of the rehearsal process was that I got easily
distracted by another member of the cast. This meant that I kept losing focus within
rehearsal which then had an effect on the rest of the group. To improve this I
could have stayed more focused on rehearsing the content for the show and we may
have got more done in the rehearsals and therefore not had as much to do in the
week leading up to the show.
Another weakness during rehearsal is that I didn’t always
project enough. This meant that I wasn’t always heard and the ends of my lines
were lost. I was given this note with the dress rehearsal from one of my
lecturers. However, I took on this feedback and managed to keep up my
projection throughout the performance. I know this because when I watched the
performance back, you can hear me clearly.
If we were to do the show again we would probably
practice with the stage set earlier on in the process. We only managed to set
up the stage on the Tuesday before the show. We were performing the show on the
Thursday so this only gave us Tuesday and Thursday to rehearse in the studio. Unfortunately
we weren’t able to put the tape on the floor sooner because we were performing
the dance show the week before and this would not have fitted in with the theme
of that show. When we did put the tape down we had to let everyone know that it
had to stay and it couldn’t get damaged before the show. I think Danielle found
following the tape quite difficult as she had to remember all of the movements
as she has very little sight. Whereas the rest of the cast have a lot more
sight and are able to see the tape and where the rest of the cast are at all
times.
After the show I spoke to many of the audience members
and they gave me lots of positive feedback about the performance. From the
feedback that I received I picked up that different people picked up on
different aspects of the show. Some people picked up on the thing that the tape
on the floor represented corridors. Others realised that the main character
within the multi-rolling scenes could not leave the lift. I am very pleased
with this feedback as this is what we wanted to achieve as a cast. I was also
told that throughout the performance, the square in the middle of the stage
remained a mystery as we had not told the audience what it was. However towards
the end of the performance, it then became clear that the square was a lift
where all the characters met everyday.
Overall, I think that the performance went really well.
Everyone managed to remember all of their lines and if they did forget a line,
they covered it up really well. We received very positive feedback from the
audience after the show. I think that all of the cast performed really well and
that although we had a lot of material to remember, we managed to pull it all
off.
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